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Battling my inner demons…๐Ÿ˜ฌ

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Hey y'all So I know I haven't been active lately and its because I have been struggling with a lot of inner demons that I thought I conquered a long time ago and for some reason they found their way to the surface again. I've been lost and very confused lately on my life purpose. I honestly feel like I don't have one. Its been very stressful and frustrating to say the least I've been trying to calm myself down at home by doing something creative or journal it out but these outlets have helped me but they haven't helped me figure out what this is all about and why I'm constantly feeling stuck all the time and feeling like I'm never going to figure it out. Its like being in the twilight zone, a hamster wheel, a never ending cycle whatever fancy phrase you want to put it in. Well to tell you the truth I gave up. I gave up looking, I gave up fighting, I gave up searching and I found that letting go, surrending, and letting life take its course, let the leaves fall where their meant to land, to go with the flow and hope that life lands on a dream that will miraculously land on your lap and its suddenly everything you ever wanted but actually its more then that and it became something out of this world as if the universe was listening to your every call…but… sometimes… life doesn't always work out that way. You actually wake up finding out that your running late to your 9-5, that you still didn't reach the amount of $ you hoped to save by the end of the month, that you ruined your diet streak eating 3 ๐Ÿฉ at work might I say absolutely, ridiculously, delicious ๐Ÿฉ leading you to a weekend of stuffing your face with ๐Ÿž yeah I said buckets and buckets of bread making your week of healthy eating go to waste all because you feel like ๐Ÿ’ฉ. Yeah that's what life really feels like when your stuck in bed for 24 hrs trying to figure it all out and you suddenly wake up and realize you cant….its not how life works…so what if you never get your store up, so what if you never create that podcast, or that course or whatever your trying to do…you can always change your mind, start over, try something new, go out there, move, do something, don't stay in bed all day…๐Ÿ‘‡

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Good morning!๐ŸŒ„๐Ÿ˜„ Come journal with me check it out!๐Ÿ‘‡๐Ÿ–‹๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ’˜

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Good morning everyone!๐Ÿ˜ I must say I have been journaling more and more lately to the point where I've grown to love it and haven't been able to stop. I never thought I would do it 3 days in a row let alone do it when the moment calls for it. Its been stress relieving actually and I think its such a beautiful way to release all the thoughts that you have scrambled in your mind. I actually feel like I went through a meditated yoga session without the physical acts of yoga and I love it because the truth is I have a really bad habit of over thinking to the point where it gets anxiety inducing and there were times I even had panic attacks without even realizing I was having one and I have recently began to notice with the โค palpitations when I go through one. I'm slowly trying to break out of it and I'm not diagnosed with anxiety or anything but every day as I try to grow and better myself in more ways then most I started to notice my own little pitfalls and what I can do to resolve and nourish the deeper parts of myself that need that attention and I don't just journal when I'm stressed I do it because I genuinely enjoy doing it. I enjoy writing. I love the feel of a good pen gliding across the pages as I'm trying to fill in all the lined space on a page as I let out all my ideas, my plans, my goals, my dreams, my stress, my feelings all on these crisp yet smooth pages. I find myself in a place where I know that I can entirely be me and have a space for it. It feels very freeing and I love to flip through the pages as if completed my life's work in a matter of an hour. Yeah that's what that feels like… P.S. Comment down below do you journal and what do you do for self love and care? ๐Ÿ’˜๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ“–๐Ÿ–Šโœจ๐Ÿ˜„ P.P.S.Want to buy the pens ๐Ÿ–‹ Im using for my journaling and everyday use click the link here: z-grip flight stick ball point pens link:ย https://amzn.to/37wOKTu z-grip retractable pens link:ย https://amzn.to/2uE1f0O Or you can find the link in my bio.๐Ÿ˜Š P.P.P.P.S. Follow,Like, and Comment for more content! P.P.P.P.S. Want to buy Marie Forleo's book #Everythingisfiguerotable check out the link in my bio or click here: https://amzn.to/3aHdUAK Continued…๐Ÿ‘‡

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WE HAVE OUR WINNERS!!!๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ‘•

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Hey y'all! ๐Ÿ˜ƒ I know its been awhile I got swamped with a stack of work from my 9-5 after coming back from my vacation and I didn't even make a dent in how much work I have but I didn't want to keep you guys hanging and I've been dying to get back to what I love and aiming so hard for. So after much thought about who to choose to finish the quote for the "Life is like a bus…" to win a free sample t-shirt and sticker contest. I decided to choose not one but two of my favorite quotes from @thereviewmode and @c.s.burg…Congratulations!๐Ÿ˜ƒ๐Ÿ™Œโค You have won a free sample ๐Ÿ‘• and sticker from my upcoming online store with your unique quote! Please check your Insta DM for details in the next coming days. Also I decided that once my store is up everyone will have the choice of finishing the quote "Life is like a bus…" in ever which way of their choosing. I realized everyone has their their own perspective on life and since this quote can be finished in so many ways why not make it unique to you. Its your life right. ๐Ÿ˜† Stay Tuned! Everyone! Its coming!๐Ÿ™๐Ÿƒ๐Ÿ‹๐Ÿค”๐Ÿคฃ P.S. Comment down below what do you think of this ๐Ÿ‘• idea? ๐Ÿค” P.P.S.Do you have a product that you would like me to market hit me up and I can write you an amazing post with your product and hashtag you?๐Ÿ•ด๐Ÿ’ญ P.P.P.S. Follow,Like, and Comment for more content! ๐Ÿ‘ฃ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ’ฌ P.P.P.P.S. Check out the link in my bio for the latest updates of my online store and more about me and my future motivational brand!๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿ˜ƒ #personalgrowth #artistsoninstagram #blogging #blogger #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #instawriters #writingcommunity #bloggersofinstagram #writinginspiration#authorsofinstagram #entrepreneur #author #vlogger #thoughts #stickers #brand #product #marketing #store #tshirt #shop #anthropologie #life #nycbus #citybus #mta #nyc #bus #newyork

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A Letter to My Future Self๐Ÿ–‹

Trying out my new calligraphy kit! So cool! I’m thinking about taking Calligraphy Lessons!๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ’“
I forgot to change the month on my calendar! It was so cool using that candle to make that stamp and the feather calligraphy pen I used was a little hard to use but it was still fun. The gold pen is what I use for journaling its one of my favorites.๐Ÿ˜Œ
Letter: Dear, Future Self,
I want you to know that this new beginning you are about to embark on is going to be full of obstacles that I know your going to handle on your own and you are going to seek help from time to time but sometimes that help can come in the form of prayer, patience, perseverance, and understanding. You have to be strong, smart, and think before you speak. It will be alright. Read this as a reminder that everything will be okay and work out in the way it was meant too.
Love, yours truly. โค
XOXO
11-3-19
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